Busy Busy Busy

Current music: Sonic 3D Blast Soundtracks xD xD, Fatboy Slim - Demons (ft. Macy Gray)
Current anime: None
Current manga: Finished Testarotho last night (hehe suddenly likes shounen manga), currently reading Koudelka and Honoka ni Purple.
Current game: Somehow my mood for Stepmania has lessened a bit. A new addiction: WORMS XD XD XD *Yessss I like killing worms...virtual worms, that is...*

It's been a very busy day at school...sigh...So glad that we got first in WCDD heheheh xD I was desperately trying to be steady and stand properly while speaking in front xD
Also, thanks Tung for lending me a hand in the annoying loads of paperwork that had to be done. Proboscis monkeys this Saturday~ yay!
The day at KK (last Friday) was really tiring...wanted to sleep but couldn't. And had an extreme adrenaline rush during the results announcements xO was so nervous that I couldn't walk properly and hands were trembling and ice-cold while shaking hands with the VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVIP xP
I'm still blown away by the video presented during the ceremony...it was simply amazing! I wonder what program they used and how'd they do it xD *brings me to shame*
Well, I guess I can't expect anything less from ICT pros ^^ and I also want to know what music was that LOL really liked it (though it was kinda loud but I don't care!)
Hmm...odd...I suddenly remembered my craziness at KK (wearing a blazer and long shirt with necktie out in the sun where people like to sunbath xD) The purpose was supposed to SHIELD me from the sun, but I guess getting heat stroke is nothing less of a danger...heh (Luckily I wasn't under the sun that long, and I also had Ms. Lat took a number of pictures of me with a blazer under the sun xD now there'll be proof of my idiocy)
And as for today, other than annoying paperwork and printing jobs, it was quite funny
to fool around a bit (by fooling around I don't mean vandalizing or invading or anything). Tung trying to staple the papers before the printing catches up, "renaming" and playing with other student's names from the name list (SORRY GUYS XD YOU'LL ONLY KNOW THIS MUCH. IT'S BETTER IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT'S YOUR "NEW NAME" XD *hides behind tree*) And also trying to track down students with suspicious info (coincidental birthdays, unusual I.C. numbers, and strange addresses xD)
Oh well...got another full day ahead tomorrow...and old book sales too~ I guess that's it. Don't wanna talk (or type <_<) too much. (But I think I already did lol) Later then~

EDIT: (just edited a few seconds after first posted LOL) but anyways, I nearly forgot to type some more HAHA. A few days ago I saw this big salamander/lizard/iguana??? (whatever it was it's definitely a reptile) trying to climb my house fence O_o"" (obviously it failed though, it's waaaayyy heavier and larger than your average annoyig house lizard that sheds droppings wherever it likes) I didn't dare come close to it, but I estimate it to be slightly longer than 1 metre xO I just stood there like an idiot staring at it. Then it ran off somewhere (probably my neighbours...but oh well...)
A few days later I was in front of my computer screen and suddenly noticed something at the front door (which was opened WIDE at that time) and dum dum DUMMMMMMMM! The reptile was there! EEEK! It saw me and ran off somewhere. That was yesterday I think. I wonder if I'll be able to see it again... (NOT THAT I WANT TO *disgusted* BUT THERE'S ALWAYS THIS CURIOSITY XD) Guess I need some Vanilla Coke to award my curiosity xD (I don't have any right now)
P.S.: Tung, if you're reading this don't forget to bring your Maxis CyberlinQ budget thingy tomorrow. (Or else you're gonna be in hot curry + spices boiling soup) xD

Now, the official LATER~

Post-PMR Activities

Current music: Onoken - Ramua
Current manga: Zero, Black God (2 mangas xD...eh..wait...it's Manhwa actually...since thet're Korean...oh well)
Current anime: X TV (not really "really" watching it...meh dunno how to describe heh)
Current game: Kirby's Dreamland 1 & 2 (just finished last night) Stepmania (needless to say) Worms World Party & Worms Armageddon (hehhehheh xP)

Post-PMR activities...U_U...well...the past two days weren't that...well...interesting, but tomorrow...? SEX ED?? O_O The guys are really gonna get excited xD
Anyways...there's really nothing much to type...
Right now I am exausted Dx it's been a long day...
Hmmmm *thinks* ah! Yes! I'm going to KK this Friday~ Just for about half a day though, no biggie~ But that saves me from packing my stuff and staying overnight...I don't like to pack bags <_<
Sigh...something's definitely wrong with my pendrive...my poor poor pendrive...
Guess I'll have to stick with the 256 one U_U...then again, no biggie~ just a bit...inconvenient...
Annual dinner is coming soon. Currently unable to feel the "vibe" though lol.
Anyway, Kirby is CUTE~ (except the part where it's PINK...yeah, P-I-N-K..oh my dread when I found out T_T) Worms are funny...and violent ^_^. And for X TV, it's kinda slow-paced...and I prefer the manga (though the manga doesn't have an ending yet <_<)
Zero and Black God are amazing...especially the action and art effects...(I don't usually read action mangas, you know...07Ghost, X and these 2 are some great exceptions) and even from the famous (? probably...my guess) Park Sung-Woo xP.
And according to "Zero":
1) The unit for psychokinesis is G (Generator)
2) 3G is enough to stop a normal human's heart O_o;;;
3) The main character (Shuuichi) can exert up to 89G X_X and withstand around 40G or somewhere close to that X_X (he's DEFINITELY ET!!! ABNORMAL!)

I guess that's it...gotta get some rest...well...Later!

BT?

Current music: John B. - Mercury Skies
Current manga: Kimi ni Todoke (funny lol)
Current game(hehe): Stepmania (definitely), Hexic (yes, the Hexic that we all play in the messenger games <_<) (Btw, no anime currently - as always U_U)

Bored stiff! Not really, actually. But I really can't figure out the problem with my bitorrent download speeds. This problem has already been here since...geez I don't even remember. But then I simply ignored it and stopped BT-ing for nearly a year. But now T_T...I already put it as an exception in my firewall, but something's not right. Probably the seed problem? But oh well...who knows...

My fingers and arms are sore <_< (but not to the point where I can't do anything at all...otherwise I wouldn't be typing this right now) from all the Stepmania-ing and drawing (heheh I'm freaky). It was only until last night (when I finally added more songs to my Stepmania song pack) that I realized that I am still a noob in Stepmania lol...well not noob noob but half-noob I guess...I can't clear anything that's over 11 feet T_T (and I'm even using the KEYBOARD) if I were to use the pad I'd collapse by the middle of the song <_<

Hmm...(trying to think of a topic to type about) OH YEAH...about the manga that I've been reading hehehehehehe Kimi no Todoke (or Reaching You). To put it simply, it involves Sadako (yep, the girl from "The Ring") but it's a comedy manga xP. Because of her long pitch-black hair and her name (Sawako LOL) she scares the heck out of her classmates and they all call her Sadako. What a lonely girl <_< So far they have only scanlated 2 chapters though...but the manga in Japan has gone about 5 volumes...

Ah...music lesson <_< replacement tonight waaaa~ T_T Bro's going back on Sunday...Tung's found a new interest (Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicle) and Crystal likes Se7en...(I don't know anything about it...except tha fact that he's a Korean singer lol) and Mika Nakashima too...hmm...but what about me <_<...sigh...same old, same old...oh well...Guess I better get going now...nothing else to say...

Later~

Life...?

He looked at the calendar on the table about two feet away. He sighed to himself. He then looked outside the window and saw children running and laughing happily. How he wished he could join them.
However, his weak body would never allow him. He has been trapped in that little ward inside a large building. He has read many articles about the effects of the environment that were brought by his relatives. "Birth defects...? That could very well be my case, huh?" he though to himself.
Slowly, the door opens. A middle-aged woman walks in with a solemn look on her face.

"How are you today, son?" she asked.
With a small smile, he replied "As usual..."

"Son, listen. I've talked to the doctor today and..."
before she could finish her sentence, the boy looked away and cut in "...don't say it. I already know. I was eavesdropping on your conversation,"

The woman's eyes widened "You were out from your bed...?! How could you..."

"I wanted to go out...! I am sick, really sick of being here all the time! For all 15 years of my life I've been here in this prison! There's not much time for me left, is there?!"

"Son, please..."
"Why...why me?! Of all people in this world, why me?! Everyone is so sick! They think they can just throw anything they don't need all over the place?! All they care about is money!"

"That's ENOUGH! I've tried my best to keep you happy, son..." she started sobbing and continued "I wanted you to feel happiness, even though you're suffering from this..."

"How can I be happy while suffering at the same time, mom??? There...there's nothing "happy" about knowing when you'll die. I've always wanted to pursue my dreams...I guess my future is already here, huh? This place is going to be my deathbed..."

"Son..."
"Mom, I love you. Thank you for trying so hard. I truly appreciate it. For now, please give me some time alone..."

The woman looks sadly at her son for a while then walks away. The boy looks at the blue clock right beside the calendar. 9 o' clock at night...he was tired. Tired from thinking about so many things. He was sad...so sad that he could not cry.

He looked up at the ceiling. The ceiling that he had seen every night for fifteen years. He whispered to himself "I guess it's inevitable...no one can cheat death...no one..." Soon, he closed his eyes and fell asleep.

He never woke up.

Current music: dj TAKA ft. Sana - Rainbow Flyer (Extended Vocal Mix)
Current manga: Kokoro ni Hana wo (Nice manga with no romance and mushy stuff ^_^)
Current anime: None.

Meh...I'm bored. Bored enough to feel obligated to make a post >_> It's been about a week now...So I guess I'll just type some nonsense here xP
Besides reading the morning paper and surfing the net, I'm struggling to update the school website, which for some odd reason won't work since I somehow can't connect to the ftp server >_>. As a webmaster...for this to happen...is like trying to water plants without water T_T
Anyway, beside doing all those I've been drawing. Yes, drawing. It's not boring, Jason! <_< But still...I admit that I'm a lil nuts...I've finished drawing a whole Sung Siew Secondary School blank exercise book xO (Don't think the unthinkable, I didn't finish it in one or 2 days you know <_< probably took me a few weeks heh)
And then...I remember what Crystal once said to me:
Cryst: When you draw you don't show them to anyone? Just keep to yourself?
Cyn: Well...I guess. I don't really like to show my drawings.
Cryst: Then that's not art.

>_< Gyaaahhh....well...maybe not art but still my hobby xP
I dunno why but I really don't like showing my art (correction: DRAWINGS <_<) to anyone...though sometimes the annoying classmates suddenly peek and shout "YERRR!!!" or whatever, which is very mortifying and irritating <_<
But I AM trying to open up a bit more U_U so one day I'll post some here *fantasizes*

Hmm...besides drawing...what else do I think I'm good at...? Hmmmm....Stepmania? I guess xD xD I LOOOOOOOVE Stepmania (and it IS NOT lame, extreme critic Jason <_<).
Oh yeah, and to Tung (wake up after reading the front boring part and pay attention to this part of the post!) it's really really hard to find suitable resources for you -lah. Quite hard to find a song similar to what you want...I'll admit...my library of songs are not for anyone's ears xD but I'm still looking so be patient.
Heeehh...I feel slightly better than how I've been feeling the past week, all thanks to my manga and drawing therapy session ^^ Kokoro ni Hana wo is a sweet sweet manga ^^ funny and touching...though it may be boring to some...and just finished the Deep Love manga series yesterday xD and unlike the title it's not really about deep love, but about challenges and corruption (that's how I'd put it) and the story is quite realistic and depressing T_T. Ayu (main character) is really "ayu" (Malay word for pretty xD xD).
And I intend to change the blog audio soon...just have to find a suitable audio for it...which is gonna be a challenge T_T
Oh well, I guess that's it. It's kinda late for this but Selamat Hari Raya to all!
Later!

*P.S.: If I draw till I sprain my hand, that's a good sign xD* (of course I'm kidding though)

Silence...

Current music: Pendulum - Decade
Current manga: Too depressed for any manga...
Current anime: Waaayyyy too depressed...thanks to Despair-sensei....naaahh....

It's official. I'm a total killjoy. Going through a joyless day thinking sadistic thoughts and feeling crappy. Geez...
I don't know what's really gotten into me, but it just seems so hard these days. I was planning to change the audio for this blog (again) but ah well...just let it be. I'm too lazy anyways <_< and it's not like anyone really visits here (you, who are reading this right now are an exception -_-)
I probably won't be posting anything here...don't want to, don't feel like it. It's just so...silent...
Well thank you guys, it's official Killjoy Day for Elysium a.k.a. Eden...EDEN! HOW CAN EDEN BE SAD?! It's supposed to be happy-ever-after and...Gahh...what am I saying?!
*Slaps forehead* ............Anyway, I guess that's it folks. End of blogging for a while. Of course I'll come back when I feel more "Eden-like" but as for now...sigh...
It was fun while it lasted though T_T (the blogging I mean <_<)
Oh well...I guess I'll still be on Windows Live Messenger xP but probably gonna appear offline more often heh...
O...okay...that...that's enough! I'm done here! This is getting annoying. I should probably change from Elysium [Eden] to Hell <_<
Meh, whatever. That's all folks.

Shinde ga ii...Ja, sayonara... .59 e iku yo!

06/10/07 - 22:44
The Killjoy

Sigh...

Current music: Mr. T - EXE
Current manga: Sugar Family
Current anime: Sayonara Zetsubou-sensei

Seriously. I can't help but feel terrible even after PMR. Ah well...I guess I'm really pessimistic...
Anyway, there's nothing I really wanna do besides manga, drawing and Stepmania <_< <_<
And I still have to return to school on Wednesday =_= to settle the certs for the ko-kum stuff...(be grateful, you punks *mad glare*) Pardon my rudeness, but I'm just not in the mood right now. The reason I'm actually posting this is coz I have nothing better to do x(
I guess...there are lots and LOTS of things I just wanna spill out...but I would rather not spill out everything here...who knows what sneaky brat will read this and tak advantage or whatever DX
Waaahh T_T why...WHY?! S..sorry...I just need a moment by...on second thought I guess I have nothing else to say...later...

*So depressed that I think I'd do the impossible* (But don't go thinking too far >_>)